well shit, it's been a while. alot has happened. and amazing summer spent whit thoes i love.. alot of trips to the beach, some camp fires towards the end, and alot of just relaxing.  the sister's off to college, and i've moved up into the loft.. all i need is my bed up there and im set.  so i dont really know what to write.. i kinda want to spill my guts, but i only do the for paige, and im definatly not abotu to spill my guts for the whole student body.  i've been trying to surround myself with art recently, but i dont find myself getting any better.  it seems like i've gotten worse.  maybe i just need more practice, or more motivation.  my friends have been amazing lately.. but for some reason i always find myself worrying about loosing them.  who the hell knows, i need to go to sleep thats what i need to do. goodnight

when the president talks to god 
are the conversations brief or long? 
does he ask to rape our womens' rights 
or to send poor farm kids off to die? 
will the president reccomend an oil hike 
when the president talks to god

when the president talks to god 
are the words he chooses hard or soft? 
does he resolute all down the line? 
is every issue black or white? 
does what god say ever change his mind 
when the president talks to god

when the president talks to god 
does he fake that drawl or merely nod? 
agree which convicts should be killed? 
where the prison's built and filled? 
which voter fraud must be concealed 
when the president talks to god?

when the president talks to god 
I wonder which one plays the better cop 
we should find some jobs. the ghetto's broke 
no, they're lazy, George, I say we don't 
just give 'em more liquor stores and dirty coke 
that's what god reccomends 

when the president talks to god 
do they drink near beer and go play golf 
when they pick which country should we invade 
and which Muslim souls still can be saved? 
yeah I guess god just calls a spade a spade 
when the president talks to god 

when the president talks to god 
does he ever think that maybe he's not? 
that that voice is just inside his head 
when he kneels down in the presidential bed 
does he ever smell his own bullshit 
when the president talks to god?
I doubt it 

Currently Listening I'm Wide Awake It's Morning By Bright Eyes (live performance) see related

Annie layed her head down in the roses
She had ribbons, ribbons, ribbons
in her long brown hair
I don't know, it must have been the roses
All I know is I could not leave her there

I don't know, it must have been the roses
The roses or the ribbons in her long brown hair
I don't know maybe it was the roses
All I know was I could not leave her there

Ten years the waves rolled the
ships home from the sea
Thinking well how it may blow
in all good company
if I tell another what
your own lips told to me
may I lay neath the roses
and my eyes no longer see

I don't know, it must have been the roses
The roses or the ribbons in her long brown hair
I don't know maybe it was the roses
All I know was I could not leave her there

One pane of glass in the window
No one is complaining though,
come in and shut the door
Faded is the crimson from the
ribbons that she wore
and it's strange how no one
comes round anymore

I don't know, it must have been the roses
The roses or the ribbons in her long brown hair
I don't know maybe it was the roses
All I know was I could not leave her there

Annie layed her head down in the roses
She had ribbons, ribbons, ribbons
in her long brown hair
I don't know, it must have been the roses
All I know was I could not leave her there

I don't know, it must have been the roses
The roses or the ribbons in her long brown hair
I don't know maybe it was the roses
All I know was I could not leave her there

you make me smile=)

and i love jaime thissssssssssss much.. this weekend shall be kickin'.. tyedyeing shirts with my pudge and the bouncing souls concert.. i love it

Currently Playing The Grateful Dead (Skull & Roses) [Bonus Tracks] By The Grateful Dead see related

the drop in is done(you have to scroll down a bit). and i love the skin i'm in. whoa crazy thoughts.. and im going to take this from allie because i thought it was straight pimpin... "bitches and riches is loveeee"

fuck it all! no regrets.  im staying in and you can bet.  it sucks outside in the pouring rain, i'll smoke some pot! fry my brain! thome cut the record down to the bone.  im the sureshot, rockin the microphone.  another weekend i didnt get laid it's a monday morning ant briage.. i've got the monday mornings....

mmmmmm the MoMA was amazing.  so much fun with my pudge and i cannot wait to drive!

Currently Playing So Long & Thanks for All the Shoes By NOFX falling in love see related

i ahve no life! and none has a life! and everyone sucks! hah jusssst kiddng! wow i need the wwwhat?

its that gangsta lovin' it's just got me buggin'

Currently Playing Take It Easy: Love Nothing By Bright Eyes burn rubber see related